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I did not promise you anything! "Я ни чего не обещал!" - вот всё, что ты тогда сказал Быть может обижался ты, Когда тебя я выставляла вон? Я не могла терпеть вранья, Твоих увёрток, лишних слов, Всех обещаний подождать...
Не мог ты прямо мне сказать,
19 марта 2006г., г. Алматы
Kiss on "BIS"*
At
first you kissed on “BIS”?
Then
said: I did not promise,
That
was your caprise...
And
kissed again?
I
went you many times away.
But
why you wished to be
Downshaft
and downshift again
And
be exhibit for the sale that way?
You
kissed on “BIS”
And
then my bank account fixed?
And
now I am so upset
I
have so many times to beg
To
sent official invitation
To
make some arrangemations…
You
did not send me invitation.
How
should I be?
Not
having any job and means to live
And
money for my life, olives,
What
should I do and how further live?
You
kissed on “BIS”,
And
sent to Mental Hospital for this?
That
was not yesterday but now, IS!
I
found forces to go through away.
But
could not end this joint project up today.
You
kissed on “BIS”,
That
time wasn’t only your caprice.
But
may be now?
Do
you know?
Try
to kiss,
Please
And
on “bis”. *encore
March, 19, 2006
If I dye tomorrow:
To transfer my bank account (37,000 Euro - stipendia for 4,5 years) from Deutsche Bank 24 Tuebingen to BIS - the Bank for International Settlements for my daughter - Taisiya Aleksandrovna Mavrina.
There is no any adequate German understanding up to now because of the German medicine (German medical education)! Your blood still FITs to Me
Rhesus-Faktor
I
feel a freedom from my dream.
That
was a real dream! I feel a freedom from my love
That
I'd to have to kill.
I
feel a freedom from your will
That
was a simply will.
I
feel a freedom from your blood -
It
is not FIT* for** me. *FIT - Foreign Independant Tour. **to
Сперва должна я заглянуть в глаза Сперва должна я заглянуть в глаза. Зачем? Вдруг там найду ещё себя. Зачем? Ну хорошо. Не загляну, а просто мимо я пройду. Зачем? Сказать, что больше не люблю. ТАК больше не люблю. Скажи, зачем?!
19 марта 2006г., г. Алматы |
